ALL ABOUT ME

what happened to my recent life?

2012-02-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm...before the story start, just wanna tell you guys I got a gpa of 3.25 in my semester 2... an A- on my accounting subject!!! yeah! Although it was not really good compared to my classmates, but my parent and i were really satisfied. Anyway, improvement always needed...

During the sem break, i was really happy as i do eat more and earn more - fat XD! Actually the chinese new year was near to my sem break, so celebrating together is a MUST!!!! Anyway, holiday ended meaning my life restart again. I can feel something different between me and my classmates in this semester 3- getting closer and closer. Since the timetable is really SUCKS, tiredness are in my mind...always... haha! Luckily my friend could fetch me home now...so goodbye to public transport..haha!

Hmm...should i share one secret here??? err... I think...

1st semester's result

2011-09-21T20:17:00.002+08:00

First of all, I want to thank to my parent and fellow friends who accompanied me during the 3 weeks holiday. Finally, second semester has started 3 days ago and today is the day that made me got crazy early in the morning.

How scary it is! When I woke up at around 8.45am , the result still haven't released yet. That really made me got crazy like hell. I won't share my feelings in the facebook, twitter, weibo or wherever, even told my parent. I don't really want to tell all of them what I was feeling on that time. [Anyway, who cares?]--> is this your feeling right now? HAhaaa!

When the time reached at 10.45am, the TAR College's website starts lagging. Then this was showing us that the result has released. Reload and reload the page, at last I saw my result. Covering my eyes, ears, even my 'heart'!!! Oh Dear, I got CGPA of 3.2857. Hmm..great ,great!

Life is full of compare?

2011-09-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

Human loves to compare everything with others... when we are a kid, we compare our exam results with our friend, even in the adult stage we are still doing the same things. As we grow up, we compare our "status" or just say as "the amount of money we have in the bank or in our hand" with the other. Some even funny..compare their weight or "body's shape" with their friend especially lady. How does it happen? Is it because human are greedy, or that is what we called as "human"?

I can't even think about it...Life is so realistic and I can say we can't even control our future or make a future plan for ourselves. Sad to say everyone today do only know to make money to make themselves happy. Most of them said that only money could make you happy; only money could give you what you want; only money could bring everything to you. But I don't think so. I feel like if the world does not have "everything", that's really good for all of us. " Everything" means money, government, economic... then i can say everyone is doing their favourite things. Everything is going to be fair...

the most familiar stranger by Elva Hsiao

2011-09-01T23:15:00.004+08:00

Best song ever as it is really meaningful...

Semester one is over

2011-08-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

How fast is it? Semester one just ended like this. What can I say is I am really worry about my sem. 1 results. Will it passes with flying colours or just nice? hmm... I dunno..But hopefully I won't need to resit or evem repeat any courses!!! Now! I am really HAPPY!!! I got almost 3 weeks holiday!! I've already waited for such a long time.

Anyhow, I wanna share something here. My ex-English teacher just pay a visit on this Monday. The first feeling I got was 'WOW'! The 'WOW' feeling just came by without doubt. She became more beautiful than before. What can i say? B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L! We chat a lot on that day and something that wake me up. But I don't really want to share on here as there's nothing can be changed. Just to say that hopefully my future will be bright and I'll do what I wish and like to do.

Today I just back from my father's hometown: Johor. There're lot of nice shirt! But I nvr bought...I was so regret now! haha!

*the picture above is what I had captured in Johor yesterday. I've tried to change my hairstyle! haha! never mind...just try! haha!

All the best to everyone !

Finally...

2011-07-29T09:24:00.002+08:00

What is meant by finally over here??? Hmm...Finally, finally, fianlly!!! Finally the sem 1's final exam is coming soon.. and this is the day to prove how much "energy" had I put into it.. Don't you ever feel life is full of challenges? I do think this all the time... Actually, by saying the truth, this course is challenging me, really~ I don't have basic account, neither do economics...but what challenging me lot is account... I have to work harder to improve my account!!! Although my test 2's result is not as bad as thought, but compare with other, there's always a distance.. some more , some of the chapter I haven't do revision also... A bit blur about that...

Okay, let chat about other things..last Friday was my birthday. And what surprising me is, my classmates celebrate birthday with me!!! They bought a cake and 4 of my special friends gave me a special present too! How touched I was!!! Thanks guys!

My early wish

2011-07-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

WOW! Really WOW! Today after class, I had went to Times square and Sungai Wang to Sing K with my good friends. It was so enjoyable and I couldn't even know how to thank to them.

When the time I reached K-room, I feel like why the room was so dark. And, the time I stepped in to the room, a birthday cake with full of candle which had been lighted up was put on the table. I dunno what happened and simply asked:" who birthday today?" and the answer did not came to me and a birthday song was sang by them together. Then I only know who's the cake's owner! Haha! It was so surprised and really feel touched. As I never received a good present or even celebrate my birthday with my friends together before, so today is the most memorable day for me!

What can I say? Thank you, my good good good good good good...friends!! :-)

My life with friends and music :-)

2011-07-01T09:11:00.002+08:00

Wow! Is great to say that today is Friday! But don't you think that time passes so fast? Something is telling me that I'll be facing more challenges and difficulties. Next week is my coursework test for Accounting. Oh my God! Have I prepare well?? I really dunno.. But just to say, I'll try my best to do it well, as well as the coursework test for microeconomics which will be held in the next two weeks.

Yesterday, I got a great chat with Carmen Mah in msn. What can I say? She is more mature and rational than other girl nowadays. And she is a good listener too! Haha! She is just giving her opinion and comment to me all the time when I ask or even telling her about my difficulties that I face recently. But something comes to my mind after all: everybody are facing problems and difficulties. Not only me, but others. So, I guess I'm more lucky than the others.

Ah ha! You know what? Recently I got another favourite activities: singing! hahahaha! You'll never believe how crazy I'm. I'll get crazy if I never listen to music and sing for a single day! What I think of is, we are busy all the time for our life. So, why don't we have some relax although maybe it is just 10 minute? 10 minute could let me listen to at least 2 song. haha! But tell you the truth: I listen to music more than an hours. Haha! don't shock! let me count for you...listen to music during free time after class for maybe half minute, then start wearing the earphone, listen to music when I'm in the bus, LRT, KTM... until I reach to kepong central. After back to home, love to sing some song loudly. This is who I'm.

My friend ask me to change my favourite as this is a bad habit actually. I know what she means for. She thinks I shouldn't be to over for music... But that's the only favourite activity that I have. What to do?

College life, again???

2011-06-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

Welcome back to BLOG!!!

College life is better than school life! That's what I feel right now, actually... Don't feel weird! Is true. I'm getting more adapt to the 'busy' life. Busy of doing assignment, presentation, tutorial question, attend to lecture class and one more thing which you will feel funny: chase for the college/public bus and train, especially KTM...

Maybe some of them will think how crazy I'm... After class ended, I will walk as fast as I could, just like a little dog chase for food. But the different is, I'm chasing for bus and train. Now I know how 'expensive' the time is... Just some few seconds, you will either got the train or you will see the train passed by you. That's why I wanna say sorry to my classmates...some of them are taking public bus and train too, but I never join their group...haha! as I'm really rush...so I wanna walk as fast as I could! haha!

Another thing wanna share with you. As time goes by, you will see how human especially your friend's behaviour... the 1st month, you will never know their real 'face'. But as time passes, you will know who is the best and who is the worst... Now I really know~ Is so difficult to get a real friend. Until now, I only saw a real friend: Carmen Mah! Some of them are even selfish... but some of them are really sweet and love to share something too! As a conclusion, we have to make friend with everyone, without choosing. (== the conclusion got a bit silly...haha!)

All the best to my lovely friends!

life vs college life...

2011-06-03T13:52:00.002+08:00

Time passes so fast. Without realizing, now is already June . I was so busy of doing revision, tutorial question, assignment and now, English row play come to us. Some more, I'm going to sit for some test soon. Sometimes, I do think that what do life means for. Although I did mentioned this more than two times, but yet there're no actual meaning. It is flexible, you know. Sometimes, I do feel my life is a bit 'dull '..so that time the meaning of life was fighting against those sadness and frustration feeling. When I use my time properly and lovingly, then I'll say life is full of colour and excitement.

Recently, I saw an accounting society's senior named Annie. I'm very proud of her. What I saw and feel are, she is full of courages and intelligence. She could managed her time well although she is so busy in attinding some co-curricular activities. Some more, she could gave a speech in front of her junior which is more than hundred of people during the orientation week. Maybe you will say that there are lot of people outside the college who are better than her, but do you know how much courages and confident should a person have to stand out and give a speech? Until now, I haven't do that too.. So, there're lot of things which I should learn from her...

SAD~

2011-05-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

I really wanna cry out loud... God! You are the closest 'person' to me... what should I do to be a better person? Why what I've done, what I've changed and what I've corrected does not discovered by people? People are so realistic. They do not discover people's good, but bad. I wanna cry as loud as I can. I thought I've done my best to change myself.

What happened to me? Why everyone have to compare me with my sister? Am I not good enough? what is meant by perfect? The world is not perfect at all, so am I! Can you guys just 'see' my good instead of bad? Is that mean I should stop studying, then only I'm a good person? ...

Life at COLLEGE~

2011-05-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

I think I've already came to Tarc for more than 3 weeks. What happened was, I don't have much time to update my blog...Even I have time, I more prefer to hold the notes or textbook... haha! Anyway, the assignment keep coming to us. I guess my group are going to finish up the account and hubungan etnik's assignment soon.

Thanks God! I did take a right choice. Until now I do never regret from coming to tarc. Although it makes me feel tired, but I guess I do learn lot of things. Learn to be independent? Learn to be cooperate? etc... lot to learn man! Actually, except for hoping to study well, I do hope to be more active in this college. How admire I was when I saw people keep making new friends~ and I wish to be like that too... Be active is what I want.. But do I know what does 'active' meant by here? Active in sport? Active in class? Active in making new friend? Active in talking? Active in... bla bla bla! Is just a simple words but keep bringing different types of aim...

Recently I think maybe I should stay at hostel... I don't wish to see that my life keep bringing trouble to everyone..How bad it is! Although my father keep telling me he is ok to bring me to the kepong central or tarc, but I know he is tired... What can I do? stayed at Selayang which is far apart from tarc... My parents does not support the idea of stay at hostel.. the reason is staying at hostel will affect my studies... But what can I do except for taking this choice? Anyway, maybe I should stop thinking this question... studies are more important than everything now... just focus on my studies and DONE!

Gathering!!!

2011-05-14T02:14:00.002+08:00

Today we have a gathering at Apple green, Kepong. I was really enjoyed the moment with them. Although I don't really know some of them, but we still could chat. Hmm... Finally Carmen mah's active smile was back!! Is great to saw her smiling and laughing like no body. Haha! Maybe all of us does not feel any stress from this 'world' during the gathering. This's true. What can I say is, sometimes the character we are viewing to this world are not us.. I dare to say that some of us are acting... Is good to act, but we can't be ourselves... Actually I'm included in this stage too.. Sometimes I don't really wanna act. I want to be myself. We laugh as much as we can; we speak whatever we want to, etc. But that's can't be happen.. As we are living in these world, rules and eyes are keep controlling and seeing us. Sometimes we'll blur about who we are actually.. So, thanks to this gathering and keep in touch ya, dear friend!

God was giving a chance to me...

2011-05-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

Wow! You know what? Active and Inactive are really a big difference. As you know, I'm a bit inactive. So, it is not easy for me to make some new friends. But I am trying to solve it, actually.

Today, I played badminton with somebody that I don't really know. I just met the guy for a time only during orientation.But I dare to play with them. Some more, he brought his gang to play badminton with me. Some of them are from UTAR. It is good for me to meet another new friend, but sometimes is too difficult for me...Maybe I'm not like others, work and live actively. The 'shy' always happen on me.. neither today. haiz...is so embarrass today. I don't really know how to play badminton. They played professionally...you know?! Rules are always with them. You know, my schoolmate and I do not follow the rules when we are playing. We just play..But they actually do have the rules. Like, who are standing in front, the winner will start the next game, etc. I'm so shy and embarrass during with them. Some of them are seems like not enjoying. That's for sure. Who could restrain for a guy who played badminton without a technique and always lost his shuttlecock? I promise I'll do better and be more active. Although sometimes we couldn't change our characteristic, but we could improve it ,right?

Anyway, I just registered my co-curricular activities with badminton successfully in online. Thanks God and I won't miss the chance YOU given to me. Bless it be.

Finally...

2011-05-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

Oh my! Finally I could sleep well today! You know what? These few days, I almost woke up at 5am and came back late. Today was the best ever that I could went back home at 10am in the morning! MORNING!!!!! haha!! I went straight to the bed after back to home. That's what I want today. I can't open my eyes in the train or even the bus as I always fall asleep... But anyway, I guess that's all worth. What I want is not sleep in the bed for my whole life, but to get education in tarc. God, please let me graduate successfully. Hopefully I could study well and understand all the things that I'm going to learn for these few years. Since I only know a bit about account, so have to work harder! I won't let myself stay at behind for the rest of my life. I believe for those who did not take account in the SPM could study well too.

WORK HARDER, wai hong!

Happy Mother's day

2011-05-08T20:37:00.003+08:00

Today is mother's day. So, celebrate with our mother is one of the most important thing. For me, did a mother's day card is what I should do every year. No doubt, I did it from 4 years old until now. My mom kept every single card in the drawer every year. Although some of them think it is useless, but my mom is really appreciate it.

What do you think about mother's day? I know I know... I know is all about mother. But what I think is, mother's day is to remind us how difficult our mom born us to this world. Do you think being a mom is very easy? Take care of them for almost 10 years... What can I say? Love you, my dearest mom. :-)

My diary, 6/5/2011

2011-05-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

I've borrowed a chinese book from tarc library yesterday. It is so meaningful. The book title is 《努力过不后悔》, meaning if you did put lot of effort before, then you won't feel regret at the future time. Although I haven't read finish, but one of the topic that makes me impressed is ' force yourself to do something that you might feel scared'. For example, when you are in the lecture hall, sit in the front and face to the lecturer. Do something that you might scared. And soon, the problem will be solved. Also, I guess we should forced ourselves to speak out loud instead of scared. The writer said we feel scared because of the surrounding that we are in.

I think these are what I should learn from now on. College life is all about independent. If you feel shy or scared, then you might not get something that you want. PLEASE, THROW MY SHY AND SCARED FEELING AWAY!!!!!!

my feeling

2011-05-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

You know what? Today is already the third day I'm at Tarc..Feel excited and happy on the first week..But what about the day starting from next week? I'm really wanna know it...

Some people do think drive to the school is always the best. But for me, taking public transport to school/ college are more excited.Although it is dangerous of taking public transport alone, but you will actually feel how the world looks like... You are really alone on that time..so you could actually do or think sth properly. No joke here. I'm really enjoying..For sure, taking public transport all day are quite tired...walking in and out... But do you know how you feel when you are alone and there're no one disturbing you? Without parents protecting you, you are probably learn to be independent. That's I love most.

I do really love tarc's library. Is huge and for sure, lot of books there! The silent and good surrounding makes me relax. How's the day after this week? How's my college life after all? How's the lecturer looks like? etc... Lot of question that I wanna know...

life at TARC

2011-05-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the orientation day at tarc... The first feeling when I step into the college is...wow! So huge! That's true! It is a campus, of course...so you could lost yr way anytime and anywhere...no joking...is true. The mass call is from 2.00pm to 5pm sth... so because I came earlier, so I could do my student id first.

This is a great college. That's what I can say now! The mass call yesterday was definitely shocked me... more than 900 student are taking accountancy in SBS...Gosh! Is that true?

Today was the second day at TARC. Luckily I met a good senior. Although this is the second day, but I'm still lost and blur about the map... Why I say lucky? One senior bring me to the block which I wanna went to. Not point the way, but bring me to the place. How cool was that? What can I say is, Thank you. College is exactly different with secondary school... first, it is a campus. You have to be independent. Lecturer are totally defferent compared to the teacher in the secondary school...

Hopefully I could study well and adapt to the surrounding at tarc soon.

Happy VS Sad

2011-05-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

Happy: I went to Times Square with friends today! It was so enjoyable. After sang for about 3 hours in Neway, we went to watch a new horrible movie ' The Roomate'. Love it! Although it was not as scary as I think, but at least i was enjoying it so much! But Kah Min, what happened to you? You just 'lost' your lovely smile after SPM...I wish the 'old' Kah Min will be back soon.

Sad: My handphone had been stolen at the train... There're so many people in the train, just like "sardin"...and just lost it when the train reached at Putra... This case makes my parent more worry about me... I'm really sorry, dear parent..I've tried to avoid those things happened...Maybe this is a lesson for me to understand the better way to protect your things.

Thanks for sharing ,my lovely cousin

2011-05-01T23:15:00.004+08:00

One of my cousin shared her experienced about education to me today. She is my third aunty( 三姨）and is the one I respect most. The story or knowledge that she told me made me understand about the world right now. I don't want to talk much here... But I can tell you one thing: She said it is a good choice to choose tar college as your school.

And too, I do feel how difficult to be a parent right now. Parents are responsible to take care their children. So, you can imagine how much money do parent spend on us until now. Especially education fees include tuition fees and school fees. Some of them do spend more than RM2000 for their children's tuition fees.

You know, be a parent are not as easy as we think. It is good if your children do listen to your advise. But mostly, children are unlike with their parent's advise. Parent are more experience than us who are just a child. They had already went through what we are going through now. So sometimes although they know we are making a wrong decision, but they could do nth. It is because we don't listen to our parent's advise. What can I say? Maybe that's because we are human. We have to drop to the failure, then only understand what's just happened. Failure makes us grow up. So, don't be frustrated when you fail to do or on sth. But will I? I dunno...hopefully not.

Thanks for your sharing, my lovely cousin.

feeling and understanding

2011-04-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm going to start my new 'life' at tar college soon. Hopefully everything will be fine.

Actually, although I never work and study for about 3 months, but I do really get some knowledge. You know what? There's something you don't see everyday. This sentence could express my feeling right now. When we are schooling, working, or even enjoying, we don't even know how tired and busy your parent is, especially your mom. Sometimes, we love to blame about our family. For example, "the home is noisy, I can't restrain with that,it's really annoying me!" or even says：" my parent just scold me without reason! Hate it!"...etc. Those cases are always happened and I'm sure most of us will say that. But now I know, everything happened have their reasons . For example, if we think logically and rationally, sometimes parent scold us without reasons is to express their bad feeling. The problem and pressure they are facing are more than us. But sometimes parent should control their tempered too. So we have to give precedence to each other.

All About BEHAVIOUR

2011-04-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

Act on impulse means we'll do whatever comes into our head. Now I only realized it is a bad action. When we do some decision or action, rational is one of the most important moral value for us. That's how we could solve the problem easily. Act on impulse does not bring any benefits unless you wanna show your love to someone or something that go right.

Sometimes we really want to change our bad behaviour. But do you think it is easy? Some people say that we born to be like this. We couldn't change it easily.I guess it is true. If your lover promise they will change their behaviour, then you should stop believing them. We have been 'living' with our behaviour so many years. Even bad nor good, we are always together. Do you think the power of love could solve it? Even our parent most probably couldn't change us. What I wanna say is, we couldn't change it, but we can try to control not to be like that frequently.

Ask for me? I just wanna be myself. I don't want to change myself because of other people. I want to stop acting. But, I really forget who am I already.

Do you really understand about yourself?

2011-04-25T21:22:00.004+08:00

Now I just realized, studying without a dream or target is not a good thing. Why do I say so? I have did some researched recently. Most of the student will get blur about their future after graduate from secondary school. This happened because probably they don't really understand about themselves. What they wanna be? What kind of life they wanna live in? What's their favourite activities? etc...Maybe they don't really know too.

You know what? That is really happened on me few months ago. Everybody are asking about the same question: How's your SPM results? Which course you are going to take? etc. I was totally shame on myself on that time. How could this happened? You should have an idea about your future life. I was totally frustrated on that time. Luckily my cousin gave me some help. Although I haven't start my course, but at least I do already know about ' myself ' now.

So, what I wanna say is: For those who are still studying at secondary school, take some time to think about your future life.

All about TRANSPORT ?

2011-04-24T19:02:00.006+08:00

If you know me, then you probably know that I'm always having transportation problem. Even though I've had got my car license, yet problem still 'alive'. I'm going to study at TARC. So this problem should be solved as soon as possible

Anyway, what I wanna share tonight is all about my friend. Thanks to An Teing, who accompanied me to learn the way to college by public transport on Friday. You know, beg your cousin or family to help you is always the most challenging one. You have to restrain their hot-tempered. Sometimes, you may get scolded too...So to solve this problem, I had asked my friend to teach me. Although we will get blur together at some moment, but at least we still happy. Can you imagine if you get blur together with your cousin or family on that time? I can say they probably will get angry.

"You will face the same problem when you get a job next time. Your boss will scolded you just like your parent do. So be prepared if you cannot restrain your parent's temper..." That's what most of my friend and parent will say to me. But this case was different. I just more prefer to get a help from friends. First, I really don't want my parent worry about me. Second, who love your parent get angry just because a small matter?

An Teing and I did chat a lot in any public transport. Don't worry! I do remember the way to college! What I wanna tell her is you are really mature.

An 'invisible mask'

2011-04-20T22:07:00.007+08:00

Invisible Mask: Last time I thought only actor or actress will only have a mask on their face to show how good they are. The mask that i wrote here is an invisible mask and almost non of you would never realize...

Recently I found that almost everybody will have an invisible mask. But you know who will only show up their real face? Your Family! Family will always give you the real decision, advice...everything are real! But sometimes children will not appreciate...that's what we are... even though after we get a job, I'm sure we are still the same...because that's what we are...

Last time I thought how nice the world is...but actually not that nice.. some of them are 'acting' with mask! What does it meant by? I'm so sorry it is so hard to explain...but you will understand more then... What can i say is the one who care you most is the one you should scared most(for friend)...

good news vs bad news

2011-04-19T21:08:00.007+08:00

Finally I got my offer letter from TARC. What I have to do now is take a photocopy of offer letter to postpone my national service. Some of them prefer to go to National service(NS) first. But I'm not. Who know what will happen after a year? TARC do have one intake per year only.. I don't want to waste my time... maybe some of them will think in this way: I go NS for 3 months. Then, I'll get a job until next year. But most of the people will refuse to study again after work. They might think that what they earn now is enough for their whole life. I'm not saying that we couldn't earn money without an education until college/university. I feel that you will know more about this world or just say that your knowledge are increasing. Some more you will think more mature than before... Omg... I'm going to far... Let just say that I've take this decision and no one could change my mind... Hopefully I could study well in TARC..

God bless me...

Driving lesson...

2011-04-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

How will you feel when you are having a driving lesson from your parent? Some of them cannot restrain of their parent's anger... but some of them are different... and I'm in between...

Yesterday my father was giving me a driving lesson nearby St.Mary school.Although it is a auto-car, he was blaming me from the time I start to drove. Blaming me about the way of holding the steering, the way to drive,etc. But what I feel is, I got some improvement. Maybe my father does not understand where's my level....hehe...My sister did gave me about 2 to 3 driving lesson last time. I can feel that I'm improving all the time. Never mind if he blame me actually... I know him more then you do. He got a hot-tempered but is a good father. What's the main point is, DO NOT TALK BACK if he blame you. Then everything will be fine... I'm already used-to-it...and I wanna 'challenge' him this Sunday too!!! I ask him to teach me again so that I'll be more confident and better in driving.

WELCOME BACK and more things to share on blog.

2011-04-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

What can I say? I skipped writing blog for a long time and now, WELCOME BACK! As my style, share sth here is one of my biggest favourite...you will feel it soon...

I'm still waiting for my offer letter from TARC... What can I say? Hopefully they accept me...because there're lot of things to do, you know! I wanna postpone my national service. A copy of offer letter, receipt and seal from TARC are really important for me now! What or maybe who make me wanna study accountancy course? Hmm...this have to thank to my lovely cousins... I've been blur around for 1 month. My cousin gave me some method to find my real 'way'...

Everybody told me that we could not change our character! We born to be like that...but guys, I really want to change myself...

my diary, 20/9/10

2010-09-20T22:52:00.003+08:00

School reopens after two weeks holiday~ so happy to meet my friend again. But...when the school reopens, I'm sure every student is stress and worry because the trial will start on this Thursday. OMG...

Last week I met my aunt who is just back from London. She looks older than before...I'm sure she is quite experienced to face some challenges which is all about studying. And she did gave some advise to me. I have to work harder to improve myself... 2 months more to go for SPM...and 3 days more to go for trial..

Do you guys still remember a song named " yu jian" sing by sun yan tze? I still remembered this song is quite popular when I was in standard six. My friends and I always sing this song together... and there's much more...like song from S.H.E, wang xing lin.... oh my...miss it so much.. my primary school's teacher, how are you??? I enjoyed so much in the primary school... take tuition after school, play some games with my friend...haiz... life in primary school is the best compare now...see, now I'm going to take trial and spm then... time passes so fast... and I'm sure after i graduate, I'll miss my secondary school too...

Remember: time stays not the fool's leisure

My diary, 5/9/10

2010-09-05T13:45:00.003+08:00

Finally, AGM for chinese society has held on last friday... I was quite nervous when i read my report...actually, there are lot of things I haven't mentioned..which is, I wanna thanks to some of them...I really wanna thanks to Kah Yee. She really help chinese society a lot. That's why she's the one who become the next leader for this society. Of course including Kah Min , An Teing, Xian Ru, etc. Thanks guys! Without your cooperation, I dun even know how chinese society would be!

The last job for me in this year is, type the certificate. Doing....

wish Chinese society will be better..

My diary, 27/8/10

2010-08-27T12:43:00.001+08:00

This is given by my primary school's teacher when i was standard 6!!! Still keep in my room, shock right?

My diary, 26/8/10

2010-08-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

hoho, tomorrow is holiday!!!That's great enough for me to do my own work! haha!!

Anyhow, I got stg to share with your~I really feel alone today...I dunno why..I really hate to be alone...my old friend did not bother me since we are not same class anymore...oh.I dunno what to do~trying to chat with them, but we are just like got a different topic~ Is that distance make our friend relationship get further??? Sometimes, I'm trying to make my friend more concern on me...try to make them laugh, but they are just like not appreciate at all...how can i make then laugh? I guess that's not my job..but i only wish to see them happy... last year to sit and chat with them in the class, i only want to cherish our time together...

Friend BE HAPPY

2010-08-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

My sister just brought lee hom's new album

My diary, 21/8/10

2010-08-21T13:37:00.001+08:00

I'm at Johor now! View this picture. What a nice fan, right? Hehe:-)

My diary, 19/8/10

2010-08-19T21:29:00.001+08:00

I lost my calculator last week...and I wanna thanks to someone who lend me a calculator...!!;-)

my diary, 15/8/10

2010-08-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hei, I got some good news to share with your^^ I got a new laptop!! haha!! since my old computer got some kinda problem, and I has used it from standard 4 till now, so is the time to change. Hehe~ Anyway, I really wanna thanks to my dad!^^

Today, I met one of my primary friend! I can't really remember her, but i guess she is one year younger than me... I think I knew her when i was a prefect in the primary school.. anyway, I got some funny event to share with your...I am not wanna laugh at her, but it is really funny~this event happened at the Esso, which is near to the Selayang Mall...When I say Hi to her, her ice-cream was suddenly dropped to the floor...OMG...what so embarrassed ...anyway, I was really shock...am I too scary until you can't hold your ice-cream goodly?

Thanks, dad!!

my diary, 11/8/10

2010-08-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

Life and time is precious~ really...sometimes I'll think back...Do i value the time I have before? I'll say: No...non at all... I'm not saying I did not value the time I've on studying, reading, do revision...but is value the time I've to do my favourite event..i do really love singing, dancing, but i dunno how to dance, haha...singing, really love it...when i know that's my favourite? Since form 5...maybe i should say the day I think time is precious and the day i think i should do some of my favourite things.. so that i will not feel regret when i am old... Singing.. if you ask me, do I sing well... and i can only tell you: i dunno... But I really love to sing..

Life and Time is Precious~

My diary, 4/8/10

2010-08-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

OMG...already August...Trial is coming~ scary man.. something is actually annoying me..which is the result... haiz... I'm trying to improve it..but could i ?

Haiz...feel like I got lack of time recently...i really wanna cry ... I got lot of tuition homework haven't done yet..Add Math chapter 9 and 10, chemistry...huhuhu~ I'm actually trying to improve~ but... Maybe i didn't put much effort on it.... ERR!!! I really hate myself...how could I say something stupid!! Already August, and yet i'm the one still mentioning "didn't put much effort"!!!!!!! I"M CRAZY NOW!!!! I can saw that everybody got improved on this test, except me... am i such a stupid guy?? I do try to improve it~ like chemistry, I do really put much effort on it~ i can swear~ but, why? Am i too stupid until I can't so this easy job?

My heart broke already since the day i got my paper back~ or i can say the day i was sitting for my test~ My tear was dropped silently when i got my paper~ i didn't cry after i went back home, even i was alone... but I know, my heart is "crying " and there's lot of "tear" that no one will know even my parent~ My friend always comfort me, saying : "never mind, just test...and do better on the next exam.".. but i know, that's no use at all...you won't know how i feel~

I feel sorry to myself, I feel sorry to my parent especially my dad, I feel sorry to my teacher, I feel sorry to......

There's no ending: SORRY~

my diary, 31/7/10

2010-07-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

I've watched "The Sorcerer's Apprentice" today... I went without accompanied by anyone...Is a good movie, really!!! LOVE IT!! Finally I know how's the feeling when you're alone...really...so scary~ but at least I've tried before...

Feel down recently..I've tried to improve my result...but...my chemistry..I've studied s hard.. Maybe the way i answer is wrong..oh whatever...just hope the trial will be better than now...

My diary, 22/7/10

2010-07-22T22:19:00.006+08:00

HAHA!! Happy birthday to ME... Today is my birthday..hehe..and what happened is , I got lot of wishes and "SLAP WISHES" from my friend...OMG, slap, slap and slap...but is funny, enjoyable, and feel lucky to have such of friends^^~ And i got present from my friend too...^^

One of my friend remind me to make a wish today, so that there's no regret.. but, what happened was, I got lot of wishes:

Got a great results on SPM
Wish to change myself to be a better person
Friends are always accompany me until the end of the day
The people around me would be healthy
My friend and parents will be happy forever
Money...and so on...

But I suddenly woke up from my greedy behaviour... Now, I only wish that:

My family will be happy and no argument forever until the end of the day...

That's what i wish for my birthday this year... I know that there's nothing more important than this family....

Thank you!!^^

my diary, 13/7/10

2010-07-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

Guys, 9A+ to get scholarship~ how????? Haiz...I really wish to get it...but can i? I really feel stress... I really...haiz..maybe that my fault..i didn't put much effort on those subject...

Parent always says that they are not expecting something, especially Gred A+ from their children..but they are actually duplicity on their statement..My parent was expecting me to get 9A+ FOR getting the scholarship...guys, if you know me, i think you know where's my level.. 9A+...haiz.. I'm saying that they are wrong, but...you are stressing me..i know, as the spm is coming nearer...but.. I'm going to cry... what you want to expect from me? Sometimes i'll think negatively, about the way to kill myself... TOO STRESS...but do you guy know??? I dun wan to talk much..as my cousin read through my blog, and told my sis or mom, MY BLOG WILL GONE FOREVER... this is the way to let off my feeling..too stress, cousin could yr keep it as a secret??

GOD, CAN YOU HELP ME?

my diary, 9/7/10

2010-07-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

The activity held by Chinese Society was quite unsuccessful...haiz.. maybe we are lack of cooperation and understanding...

I feel sorry to chinese society's ajk, especially jia yee and KM... Start with Jia Yee... You do have potential on doing those work, and i really feel sorry that i got a wrong message from someone tat I should bring our team back to the starting point(assembly)..and you cried today..Even i was quite pity on you, and feel sorry, but i wanna give u an advice..maybe not only you, but all ajk..please, do not cry in front of the members...even you feel really upset and frustrated about the result you got~ You know, if we cry in front of the members, the outsider will feel and absolutely confirm tat we do not have potential and cooperation to do a work... and slowly, this "message" will spread to the whole school...Dun cry.. this game is just for fun and get some knowledge, experience, that's all...is not exam, OK? no need to be so stress..the result is not the main point, the main point is, do we get some experience and knowledge!! For example, i got some knowledge after this game, which is, cooperation between members is important and result is not everything!!

Now, to KM.. Sorry to say that i do not help anything...when you told me that, you are not a good leader to bring up the popularity of this society and not a good organizer, i, somehow realize that neither do i...i'm not a good leader too...we are together, i mean all ajk and you...we are a family, i big family...you shouldn't think that you are the one tat bring down this society... I feel sorry...and the time you cried after the game end, i know that how weak(your heart) you are.. you are taking the whole society's feeling and handle it yourself, Girl!!! how could it be? omg... i know and i can see tat you restrain, and restrain, i think you are trying to tell yrself tat not to cry... Tell me if you got problem or feel upset!! DUn handle it yrself!!!^^

Try to turns the weakness to unlimited POWER!!! ~

weakness make us stronger!!!!!

my diary, 30/6/10

2010-06-30T18:03:00.003+08:00

Today is last day on June...goodbye, my dear... She has pass away few days ago...I'm sorry to say tat we didn't come to visit you even you was sick... sorry, my dear... Why you didn't tell us? we are the classmates in primary school... you should tell us!! My dear...

Anyway, let skip this such a sad topic... Pn Zara, thanks!!! You are the best chemistry teacher i would never had... You know, she taught me on the recess time until i understand the topic...I dun understand the balancing and why we should add H2O and H+ to the equation...and finally, she taught me until i understand...haha..you know, the funniest part was, she taught me until she is getting angry...haha..but luckily, the question she gives me, i know how to do at last...haha!! thank God!!

my diary, 26/6/10

2010-06-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

My ex-English teacher visit me today. Miss her so much...and finally I could met her...Haha!!! Lovely ex-teacher, you're gorgeous!! Maybe I should call you "leng lui"~hehe.. But i think you'll say: "how dare you call me like tat!" when you know this...haha

She is my ex-English teacher...she'd taught me since i was in form one. But she has stopped teaching me when she wanted to move her house to PJ...so bad~ I really love and miss the way she taught me English.. I still remember she told me the way to improve english language...for example, talk to the mirror when you're free... record your sound( just like be a DJ) ~ and so on...really love it!!! I really enjoyed on tat time... Now, I've already form 5... you can see that how fast the time "moving" and "running"... that's why, ~ cherish your youth, before 18+ ....

YOU'RE BEST ENGLISH TEACHER!!
Keep in touch~

My diary, 22/6/10

2010-06-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

I really feel upset recently...after i saw my result, i can say ntg...my heart was suddenly broke into two..i really feel sorry to myself...i promise i'll do better on the july test and trial !!! I really want to cry out...i wish my sister, christine was here...i wanna tell her how sad i'm now.. I wish i could be a snail...hide into the shell when i feel upset..at least i can cry out, loudly~

你为什么说谎

2010-06-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

good song!!

everything about " YOU "

2010-06-13T23:41:00.004+08:00

I had follow you
for a long time,
Since the day
I start to talk.

I had struggle
for you, you, you,
I had struggle
for me, me, me.

When I am
at the age of 17,
I woke up from this dream
SUDDENLY.

I know that you
are not really important,
But without you,
I can't.

I had given you up
for half of the year,
I wanna catch you up now
can i?

my diary, 10/6/10

2010-06-10T11:32:00.002+08:00

I just start to wear contact lens recently...dun ask me is nice or not...I dunno too...haha!! I really like it...there's almost 10 years i never take off my spectacles... I'm so happy and excited when i wear the contact lens!!!

I'm back

2010-06-10T11:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back after "CLOSING" this blog for one week~ i'll be more careful when post stg....

PLS, EVERYONE, KEEP IT AS SECRET AFTER U READ IT!!! " ESPECIALLY MY COUSIN !!!!!!! "

Goodbye my blog, everything is over...just because of you, there's some arguing in my house!

2010-06-06T00:59:00.001+08:00

my diary, 4/6/10

2010-06-04T12:44:00.003+08:00

Finally, exam has already finished!! I'm so happy...but, wait a minute, if i didn't count wrongly, the trial exam is just 16 weeks left from now on...omg!!!

Anyway, Kah Min, Xian Ru and some of them's birthday are coming near...sorry to say i can't go to yrs' party...Because the day yr celebrate is my sister's birthday..haha!!

Please appreciate our days before the age of 18!!!!

Everyone, come and view this blog and tell me if you wanna buy it!!

2010-06-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

http://alphalipid-chinese.blogspot.com
http://alphalipid-english.blogspot.com

Is almost the same. You can view anyone!!

VIEW this blog!!!

2010-05-30T18:28:00.001+08:00

http://alphalipid-chinese.blogspot.com/

2010-05-25T22:44:00.001+08:00

This subject really make me crazy...do revision until headache:'(

Changes

2010-05-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

Every time,
Every hour,
I hope you could understand me,
But you are not...

Waiting for your changes,
But you told me,
"why dun you change yourself first before us?"
Disappointed~

Parent is an example for children,
But instead,
You wanna me to be the example first,
Is that possible and fair?

I can't restrain anymore,
But have to,
Try, try and try,

Until the last day i live on this earth.

"Changes"

My diary, 13/5/10

2010-05-13T06:50:00.001+08:00

Communicate with family is important... But....i think i've fail to do this...

My diary, 11/5/10

2010-05-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

OMG~really tired man..i know, as a young man i should not say the word " tired" since i still hv long way to go...but, pls forgive me as i really feel tired in now a days~

Exam is coming, yet i haven't prepare well...my goodness..how am i going to do well???? I really dun wan to make my family disappoint anymore~I know~Calling GOD for help is useless...but just wanna "chat" with Them to relieve stress~I know i should put more effort on my studying~but how? I am not studying enough? or studying in the wrong method???? i really can't go through it~I dun hv much time~ after this month, i got only 12 weeks to prepare my Trial Exam~gosh!!!

Maybe u r right, i should not think back on the way i have chosen, and walk~continuing the way and my life is the only way i can choose~

All the best for my midterm exam~

my diary, 8/5/10

2010-05-08T14:35:00.002+08:00

I finally realize that i never enjoy my school life before~haiz...what causes this happened??? I think is more about my character--shy~ Just because shy, i never try something new even i wish to~ for example, when i was in primary school, i wish to participate into badminton club, so that i know the technique to play and got the training, but i didn't~ so, when i was in the secondary school, i wish to participate into choir, but i think i can't sing very good, so i didn't participate...and just because of shy, i do not try to make more friends~ But this year, i try to change my character~make more friends, try something new.... That's why i went to Choir yesterday~ wanna try!!!!

Tomorrow is Mother's Day, i have spend some time on creating a video for my mom~still on the way....hope my mom will like it~^^

My diary, 5/5/10

2010-05-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

I really hate to be a human and as the child of this family... What you all really want me to do? Am i wrong to tell you that i got little sick and pain on my teeth? I really feel pain on my teeth until having difficulties on opening my mouth.. God, you give life to me... Let me stay on this earth, but i dun really enjoy it~ i really feel tired and pain now. I know you're tired too, but neither do i...you can't say that i just use my brain to study, so i'm not feel tired...how could you say that? I'm human as well...

Mother day's card..

2010-05-04T22:20:00.001+08:00

I did it early a bit...and i hope to give more suprise to her...

Road & Life 30/4/10

2010-04-30T21:07:00.003+08:00

What's on yr mind when u saw this picture? For me, this is such a meaningful picture.

When the time i took down this picture and look at it, what is on my mind was LIFE~ Do you agree with me? Maybe you will think that, what happening to Cole? This picture is absolutely not to describe about life...Give me some time to explain and you will know it.

The walking way or the road is just like our life..we have to pass through lot of steps and trouble in our life...As our age is growing up, we will suffer from many problems.. maybe about study? The career we are going to choose after SPM? Or about Love...and so on...We do not know, how many problems are we going to suffer in our life.. But for sure, we must not give up in our life. Life is like the road, we have to continue to walk, walk and walk, until our destination.

Good question is coming: What happens if the person do not know where are their destination? Hmm...in my opinion, then they will only waste their time on continuing their life..even until the age of 100. Again, It is meaningless in your life if you do not know where are yr destionation, or the reason you live on this earth. Don't you think that life should have a destination, then only your life becoming more meaningful and interesting?

Friend who are helping each other..^^

2010-04-25T22:11:00.001+08:00

friends who like to smile~^^

2010-04-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

She really love to take picture

2010-04-25T17:13:00.001+08:00

my diary, 24/4/10

2010-04-24T18:52:00.003+08:00

I went for melintas desa today~not really wanna talk about this incident~what can i say? Haiz...

After melintas desa, i went to take my lunch at Mcdonald with 4 of my friend...that was my 1st time taking bus, i mean rapid kl ...dun laugh at me...really, this is my 1st time taking rapid kl.. I felt one of my friend, KM very upset today...she din laugh or even smile today...so sad...really..we should go n take our lunch with happiness, but i felt she take her lunch with sadness, upset and HURRY!! She was just like a busy person..after booking the cinema's ticket in kepong jusco, she took her lunch with a very HIGH speed...haiz...

After that, i was trying to take the rapid kl back to selayang with the bus T229..i've wait for 1 hour, but it didn't come instead..so sad~i got to take taxi to home...and it was so expensive, RM9.70, you know~

Today, I've been abandoned by my friend more than twice~I don't really love the feeling which are abandoned by friend...really~ That's why i was trying to get more friend...

my diary, 23/4/10 (post this in saturday morning,24/4/10,5.54am)

2010-04-24T05:51:00.002+08:00

Today, i was feeling like sorry to my friend, Michael~..haha..we got curricular activities today after school..so i had promised my another friends to join music club and ping pong too..so i don't even know that Michael has been abandoned by his another best friend, max...really sorry to him..'cause i'd saw him walking randomly in the school without any one accompanied him...calling him to join us for music club~but he had refuse instead and walked away...haiz... so sad...~~

School had organized melintas desa tommorrow,24/4..i will go, of course..'cause this will be the last year for us to join this activity ~haha..^^

Time Stays Not The Fool's Leisure

My diary, 15/4/10

2010-04-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

My goodness, exam is coming nearer and nearer~ even SPM~ i guess we got only 26 weeks to go for SPM... Really worry abt the midterm exam~this exam is form JPS, which mean not done by school~ You know, i haven't do revise on form 4 ~haiz....what can i say? Time is limited, limited, limited!!!!!!!! ~~

Recently, I love one of the song ,namely "Maria" which is from one Korea movie, " 200 pounds beauty"..this is a nice and fantastic movie~you should watch it!!! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!!!

"time stays not the fool's leisure"

My diary,9/4/10

2010-04-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

Finally, i went back to Unican(tuition center)..taking chemistry and add math..but i still taking in perfection too...that's mean both side...seeing Agnes Tan(my tuition teacher in Unican)..missed her so much~haha...she is caring to every student...haha..she will explain to the student until he/she understand~

Today has organized "jian tao hui" in Chinese Society...the vice-chairman, Kah Min has given a very touching speech...really touching..she talked until cry...even though we had received some bad comment from the student about the hydh, but for me, we has already done well, and we do receive good comment too...have to know, not everything is 100% good or succeed...will have the bad and good position...try to accept the bad comment.. so we could do better next time...^^

TIME STAYS NOT THE FOOL'S LEISURE

Best friend ever

2010-04-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

My diary, 6/4/10

2010-04-06T13:50:00.001+08:00

Do you still remember, when we are in the primary school, we used to stay under the tree during the rainny day... Tree is so important to us...during the hot day, we'll stay under the Tree, right? Haha...so i just wanna say that i really miss the primary school's life...

My diary. 3/4/10

2010-04-03T14:19:00.001+08:00

I guess you didn't realise that you got only 28 weeks to prepare for your spm...this exam is more important compare to upsr and pmr! Gambateh!!

My diary, 2/4/10

2010-04-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

Almost twelve o'clock now...haven't sleep yet.. .you know...today de hydh works successfully ..really happy! Although it make all of us feel tired, but it has its value... Mom told me how tired she is...saying that who will be more tiring compare to her...and telling me that i was just using my mental or brain and a pair of stupid eyes to study only.. Compare to her, i was nothing...but dun't she know, studying is tiring too? Back from school in about 2.45 today, got tuition some more in 3.15..i got no time to take my lunch, just went to tuition instead...and lied to her that i got already take my lunch just not to let her worry...but does she know? Why she don't try not to hurt my feeling, heart? Sometimes, some of the words or even sentences do make me feel sad, hurt me...i know i have to card for your feeling too, but can you try to stop hurting me and shame on me? Haiz..sometimes, hope the person to change their character is quite difficult....you know why? Try to think by your own...it is more fun when you get your own answer...

my diary, 20/3/10

2010-03-20T12:12:00.007+08:00

You know what, I've already sick....This morning about 6 am until the time my mom wakes me up, in about 9.am,i was dreaming....so bad..What i was dreaming, is about my result. I dreamed that i got fail all my subject...every subject...on that time, i was becoming very blur, mad and do stg stupid~ haiz...dunno why..

Really tired, you know, yesterday i sick and headache, today still headache..err..dunno why~ This year, i have to concentrate in my study, less enjoying.....haha...but can i do that? i guess, i can!!! Feel good, yesterday, my friend KM send regard to me after knew about my sick.. what a good friend i have... we have been same class for 2 years, which is form 1 and form 2...even though we are not same class from form 3 till now, but we still connect to each other....

MONEY AND KNOWLEDGE

2010-03-17T01:25:00.004+08:00

I used to be a kid,
know what a kid was thinking,
maybe magic ,
or power,
but is actually the same.

Seeing like the kid now,
was more happy,
compare to me,
when i was a kid,
what am i thinking?

Money, Money and Money,
everybody are talking about money;
they said,
without money,
you can't do anything.

I used to think like that,
think briefly,
that's my idea when i was a kid,
what about now?
not only money, but STUDY.

No knowledge,
no money,
no life...
what about you?
can you live in this earth without knowledge?

Think briefly,
can you live without money?
Yes.
But can u live without knowledge?
No.

You can't live without knowledge..
without knowledge, you can't talk,walk,think,eat......

So, now you know how important knowledge is
compare to money?

my diary, 14/3/10

2010-03-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

Always scold by someone, almost everyday...you know...haiz...the day i back from school~the day i back from tuition center~the day i back from Shopping mall with friend~ the day... "sigh"... my GOD~ can u help me? am i do something wrong? Haiz..maybe i should i not go out~i should not go out with friend...

I really scared...i almost scold by someone everyday...scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Help..maybe i died is the best way to solve this problem.. maybe if i disappear on this earth, this house will be more peaceful, no shouting, fighting, scolding....i really scared...when will i killed by the "someone"???? I dun want killed by the "someone"...maybe i killed myself is the only way to solve it...God, can u tell me why? House will be unpeaceful as i am in the house...

my diary, 11/3/10

2010-03-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

finally, the exam is over~ hurray~ But, is not such that good..you know..feel sad, really..SPM this year..from now on, about 258 days to SIT for SPM~ shock right? you'll know how nervous you are when you are in september then...

Suddenly, i feel like i'm the laziest student in the class...Everybody is working hard, to prepare for SPM..but I asked myself suddenly..what about yourself? I dunno how to answer... maybe i should be more optimistic...

REMEMBER: Time stays not the fool's leisure

My diary, 10/3/10

2010-03-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

The paper today is quite hard...tomorrow, add math, bio and chemistry..feel scared..i hope i could answer the question given...that's all...

My diary. 9/3/10

2010-03-09T18:49:00.001+08:00

Exam has already started by today...history...very bad..i almost forgot everything i've studied and i can't answer lot of question...math still ok. Tomorrow will be physics, moral and bc...scared...god bless

My diary, 6/3/10

2010-03-06T22:11:00.001+08:00

Still in selayang mall after 10pm...father is having massage !!

My diary, 6/3/10

2010-03-06T15:48:00.001+08:00

They are my STAR, especially my cousin sister!!(the third one, count from left.)..★☆

2010-03-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

My diary, 3/3/10

2010-03-03T12:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, i do really hate girl...really dunno what they want...they are hot tempered, love to talk back with you....hate it...

My diary, 2/3/10

2010-03-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

exam will be start on next tuesday...stress...haven't prepare yet..history, biology, add math, chemistry...bla bla...have to continue study already,wish me good luck...★

my diary, 22/2/10

2010-02-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

last saturday night, I went to FULL HOUSE in kl...is near to the KLCC... Such amazing, just like a castle,haha..the main theme on FULL HOUSE is, WHITE..mostly all of it are make up of white colour..you can take picture, everywhere..the upstairs is for you to take picture too...

Chinese New Year, ntg to do...play computer, computer and computer..ntg more.. but i really happy and enjoy it fully...no wasting time... Chinese new year, although haven't finish yet, but for me, is already over....i think i should put more time on studying...quite worry recently..exam is nearer and nearer..my knowledge on all subject is "ZERO", I guess...

Time stays not the fool's leisure

my diary,14/2/10

2010-02-14T12:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Finally, the day i am waiting has arrived~ so happy.. I have been stop posting something on my blog for about one week..haha since last week, i got little bit sick, flu, cough..bla bla bla...so i got really no mood to write, moreover i was busy too..U will asked..busy for what??? haha..busy on homework, and the "busy" thing is always the same, day by day, night by night..no change at all...

Today is the 1st day on Chinese New Year, Happy on wearing new clothes, long jeans~haha all new~ actually not all new, but is already sufficient for me ..One week holiday will be gone very fast, so of course i'll appreciate it~ how? Of course PLAY as much as i can..hahahahaha~!!!!!!!!!!

my diary, 5/2/10

2010-02-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

Today, the pertandingan Kaligrafi(挥春比赛）worked successfully!! Really happy. I couldn't even know that it was so many student like this activities. I think got almost 25 student was attending to this activities... Really thanks to my senior(the only one--)..really..he helps us a lot...Today, our activities can done successfully, just because of the cooperation given from all ajk, and with the help of my senior(the only one--).

Two teachers was participating in this activities too, which is pn neo and pn chai..haha.They have a nice writing skills...love it...better than me!!HAHA

Hope the next activities could done successfully too!!

my diary, 4/2/10

2010-02-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

I got English presentation today... My group is the one which will started to present 1st..really nervous...When i start to present the part that i am going to cover,which is themes in the short story"the lotus eater", my hand, leg, even mouth is freezing..wow..really. So, before i start to present, firstly i take a DEEP breath and start it..I didn't see the notes given in the screen..I just follow my own words, sentence..that's all...because..i'm nervous on that time, I dun have much time to see the notes given in the screen..just talk whatever in my mind...luckily, i passed.. And of course, my English teacher won't let me go without any question...She asked me few question and again, luckily..I can answer the question. Wow...that time, i ran back to my sit with a high speed ..saying in heart, yeah!!! Done!!!

And the next group, which is Odilia and Connie, they were going to present the poem "sonnet 18"..OMG..Odilia, has such a good English, she didn't seems like nervous...presented just like a teacher!! oh, i really hope i can do like Odilia..in such a best way!!!

Tomorrow will have "pertandingan Kaligrafi"...I hope this activity can done successfully...

my diary, 31/1/10

2010-01-31T22:12:00.005+08:00

Today is the last day for January, 2010...Time passes so fast..but really enjoy. "There's something you don't see everyday" ...I always heard this sentence from one of the show... it is true.. Finally I realize that how important this sentence is in our real life. There's something that you don't see and even learn, i mean if you're just studying, reading and playing computer....etc.

This year, I am trying to change my bad attitude..learn to communicate and cooperate with other.. And i wanna "correct" my sound "volume"...haha..my voice is quite low... my friend and other can't hear me when i talk... hate it...I can do it..I believe on myself...change,change,CHANGE!

my diary, 29/1/10

2010-01-29T19:01:00.002+08:00

OMG... I really wanna share something wif yr....oh my god..what a useless naib setiausaha i got. She didn't help me anything ,instead, i do everything. Firstly, I apply all the activities my own. Wrote letter, typing, i did it all... but, what had she help me??? i dunno really dunno..what she had helped me is gave the notice(paper) to the ajk. I asked her to type members' name...what excuses she had gave to me, you know? she said:" my windows excel in the computer had been format by my brother." So, i gave her a chance, testing her. I said:" then u can use yr hand to write and give it to me." The result is, after school, she give back the members' name to me and said:" Sorry i really dun have time to do, I'm not refusing to help you, but instead i really dun have time". OMG, you are the only one who dun have time??? I talk to myself. I do lot of things, applying the letter, do proposal until day and night( almost 12.00am, is am , not pm) I didn't get help from her...nothing... What she know??? I really dunno..now, i'm the setiausaha or u r de setiausaha? u r naib setiausaha, u should get the order from me... u r vice- setiausaha...err... i'm not look down on u, but, pls cooperate a bit... ask u to do stg, u give me so many excuses...come on?!

my diary, 26/1/10

2010-01-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

Oh my, I never write blog for a long time...so busy and of course, nothing to write...

Today had happened a very embarrassed incident. My friend had lost his calculator and he asked who had took his calculator..and no one answer..he check all his friends' bag..I check my bag, I didn't find anything...But, when the time his friend, weng woh come to my place and search for it, he found out that it was in my bag.. OMG..i was becoming the thief( just kidding) how could i be a thief, I got a calculator too...haha..maybe i conveniently put in to my bag when i was using his calculator....Really funny...

Quite busy recently, and i really feel tired...I really scared SPM...

Yeah!! Chinese new Year is coming, I really feel happy, dunno why...Normally, I really scared chinese new year, hate this festival and all that.. but now , i really like it...

Cherish our student life in high school...
SPM, gambateh!!

my diary, 16/1/10

2010-01-16T14:33:00.003+08:00

There's something make me feel unhappy on this week. Something happened on this wednesday when i went to tuition. What happened is, I was trying to change my mathematics and physics class from Thursday and Friday respectively to Wednesday. And of course, I have been approved by the manager, Ruby in the tuition centre, perfection. So, I went to tuition as normal on Wednesday. But when 3 indian staffs scan my card, they tell me that I have no class today and they are not allowed me to change my class. I was so angry that time and i told them that i have been approved by the manager few days ago. One of the old staff, which has worked there more than 10 years ago,told me i can only changed one subject arrogantly. I was so curious but what can i do...haiz.. i just choose physics that time...I am sure you won't anticipate on what was happening after that... One of the indian staff came and tell me that "because we pity about you, so we let you change it"...this sentence!!! err...i'm so angry..but her face is so pitiful...so i didn't make complaint on them....

After two days, which is friday(yesderday) i told my mom and sister... they r so angry and ask me , "what is that mean PITY??? we r not a beggar ..." My sister was so angry and wanna make a complaint. So we went to the tuition center directly....after this incidence, what can i say is, we must not pity anyone???? ~~

my diary, 6/1/10

2010-01-06T17:33:00.002+08:00

OMG..i was so busy recently, tired, tired,tired!!! Tired until I didn't online for 3 days since then school reopen...

I'm worrying about stg now... I feel like, i'm very tired and i dun have time to do revision if i continue take tuition... Sometimes, i feel like i was wasting my time in the tuition centre ( for all subject, not included add math and sejarah)...Actually, i didn't do revise or read the notes that i have coppied in the tuition centre...I just read my reference book, do some exercise, that's all... And, sometimes, the subject like biology, i dun even know what the teacher is talking about, I have to refer back to my reference book, then i know what he is talking about...so sad...

I'm going to sit for SPM this year...I dun wan to take a risk on it... but i really wanna try...how????

My diary, 1/1/2010

2010-01-01T00:36:00.003+08:00

Goodbye, year 2009!! I'll miss you forever.... There are many things I was trying to do and i did it in year 2009. Like, The 1st time i create blog and wrote blog, The 1st time I join Chinese society, the 1st time I was being chosen as secretary, and so on... you know, there are many 1st time in 2009...I'll miss you, 2009.

you make my life more interesting, 2009!!!!

LOVE U FOREVER~

goodbye~

my diary, 30/12/09

2009-12-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

It is going to year 2010...Feel like, the time passes so fast...tomorrow will be the last day in 2009....I feel like i was being older and older.... I think a lot on yesterday night...thinking that I am going to form 5 next year, SPM is coming..and after SPM, which combination i was going to choose....blur..... You know, I'd think a lot....before that, i'd tell you*( on the blog), saying that i'll going to choose clinical psychologist..but after half year, or about some months, i have already changed my mind.Really, absolutely. I feel that clinical psychologist is not suitable for me...the reason i say that is, I am a pesimistic guy, how am i going to comfort the others? Really....and more reason to say.... Haiz... Now, my next target will be MASS COMMUNICATION. But, which way i will going to choose on mass communication???? Dunno..

After form 5, lot of thing i have to settle myself... should be more independent...Err...dun care about it....what i'm going to think now is, study, work harder, harder and harder.......

Tagged by An teing

2009-12-29T12:29:00.004+08:00

1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1

1）你的绰号:不懂
2）年龄：16
3）生日:22/07/1993
4）星座：巨蟹座
5）兴趣:看故事书，上网，看戏...
6）专长:？？？应该没有吧...

幸福套餐No.2

1）你有没有喜欢的人？:没有..到底爱情是什么？
2）是否现在在交往？：沒有
3）现在幸福不？：还好，至少三餐温饱...比起其他人，我很幸福了。
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？：我会求“他”，我不要勇气，我要“他”给我智慧。
5）如果有一天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：.......dunno

幸福套餐No.3

1）点你的人是？: An teing
2）他是你的？：朋友
3）他的个性？：应该是很害羞的人吧...
4）认识他多久？：中二^^
5）你觉得他怎样？：还好吧...
6）你想对他说什? ：加油，加油！

幸福套餐No.4

1）最爱的节目: 应该没有最爱的...我什么节目都ok的！
2）最爱的音乐: ...音乐只要温柔就ok了, 好像taylor swift的love story/you belong with me..哈哈
3）最爱的季节:NO
4）最爱的卡通：Doraemon
5）最爱的人：媽媽
6）最爱的颜色：蓝色
7）最爱的国家：不知道...哈哈
8）最爱的天气：冬天

幸福套餐No.5

1）如果上天给你三个愿望：
a: 我希望我能改变自己，everything...
b:天下太平
c:我身边的人，都健康快乐，学生当让是学业进步，做工的就财源滚滚来！！哈哈
2）你是很专一的人吗？：think so....hehe
3）最深刻的回忆？：爸爸和妈妈带我到香港去，那是我第一次坐飞机啊！！！
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: 不是
5）你很爱微笑吗？：小时候是，现在不...毕竟长大了嘛，烦恼也多了。
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：不
7）妄想什么样的生活？：沒有烦恼，过着自由自在的生活...
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？:当然不是...傻的...

my diary, 26/12/09

2009-12-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

Christmas day was sick day...I don't even know why.... After I ate the new chicken burger in Mcdonald, I'd vomit and diarrhea for 5 times... and now, when i saw the Mcdonald's advertisement, i really wanna vomit...

my diary, 23/12/09

2009-12-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

Some of the parent said that, student life is the best, comfortable, and nothing to worry about. But, how they know? Maybe they could said:" I have been a student before, of course i know!" or it could be "我吃饭多过你吃盐".. So, in my opinion, student life is not as good as they think, but compare to the working life, maybe it is...

My diary, 17/12/09

2009-12-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

Next year's BM will be more difficult and challenging. According to the latest news told by my tuition teacher, Our BM format will change. In the BM essay, 60% of the idea need to think by yrself and 40% of the idea will be given. How to say? like "langkah- langkah mengatasi jalan raya", the idea we will give is membuat kempen, kerajaan haruslah...bla bla..those idea will be given..so we have to think our OWN idea....haha....

my diary, 16/12/09

2009-12-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

The heavy rain and lightening yesterday causes my computer can't connect to the internet, even my sister one. Finally i had find out the problem- router problem. I had use more than 12 hours) included today) to back up the router. Going to the google ,search about this problem. Then, reset the router. After reset, have to find out how to do security on the wi-fi/router...haha...OMG, the time passes and passes, from the morning right until now.... Thanks to this web(routerlogin.net)....help me a lot, man!!!!!